It’s been long since,
Since i’ve been living on scraps.
Faraway stars too dimmed my heart’s shine,
Once which used to burn as bright as the sun.
It’s been long since a smile sprang up,
Willingly on my desiccated lips,
Which once used to be as plush as a plume.
Blackened by poisons, and waiting,
For your presence in my room.
Hopes never germinate from ashes,
And one that would rise,
I’ve smashed that spark with a painful butt.
And fed it a handsome drink to kill.
It would have burnt me up, I felt.
In no time, an inferno spreading like a wildfire.
I gave up everything, even the hope of winning one day…
Without love, without hope I took to live, in my poor hut.
But then the Phoenix rose, from the wet ashes, outdoor,
And took a flight right through my window.
All the smothered prayers, and beheaded hopes,
Were finally answered in my favor.
Finally destiny brought you back outside my door.
It’s your familiar knock on my door,
I know from imagining you in many of my fantasies,
But it’s been long since I haven’t had that dream,
While I burned all along, hoping to see it all once again,
But then your knock was never heard, when I needed it most.
My ears, exploited with loud music for quick escapes,
Cannot hear it now when it’s really you,
Knocking, on my door.
I wouldn’t ask for your forgiveness,
For my ill behaviour–
Since it’s been long and you never apologized for yours.
But I wouldn’t open up my door.
Once you stranded me all alone, but stronger I am now.
Today I’m a girl out of love, but my heart’s happy tonight.
My pride, you wounded, I broke yours.
Come tomorrow, we’ll share a verse.